Thinking Block

Pusillanimity Meaning: Lack of determination/courage A new word I got a chance to add in the treasure of my vocabulary. This shows that I’m a very enthusiastic and zealous person, determined to learn a new thing everyday. BUT this is far from the truth. The harsh reality which no one wants to address. Nobody wants to accept this as a genuine problem which can lead to burnout and the loss of your passion and determination to do something in your life. Everybody thinks of you as the courageous and talented person— even gifted. And all this leads to pusillanimity in your adult life, because you grew up being showered with the praises at your achievements and never got the needed support when you stumbled. So, you just became an overachiever at a very young age and now you don’t understand that why you feel unsatisfied with your current achievements. There is always this feeling that you haven’t really achieved anything yet. It leads to overworking yourself and then you just get stuck in t...

  I am someone, Somewhere present. Someone’s story, someone’s thought, someone’s dream, someone’s nightmare. Somewhere present in someone’s heart. Maybe I am someone’s friend A lot are friends with me — However, I have a few. I am someone you wouldn’t easily be friends with. It’s easy, And challenging at the same time. I sit alone, quiet among many, Talks in few. I get straggled in a string of thoughts, Get lost in the void of imagination. I have been travelling for 20 years— Travelling through the good and rough pictures of life. Life pushes you down, gets you up. You aren’t able to hold up a place. Maybe that’s what makes it LIFE . But am I living? I wonder… What I think is that — Each one is living in their world, Being heroes of their own space. And in the end, THE HERO DIES . I am someone, This is me, somewhere present .